Im all out of faith

After skewl jay & i cleaned his car..he came over a bit...we got soem slurpies...then we picked up my check...then we went to gsp walked around jay got his check..we hung out w/ klaudia...saw like half the school there...jay got a shirt at express & i got free thongs with it...im so excited cuz there soo cute...lol cant wait to wear one tomarow...haha...then we stopped by jorge & i talked to him for a while...i miss that boy...i NEED to hang out with him...after hangin w/ jorge we came to my house...then lisa called so we met up w/ her kevin & clint at starbucks...had a good day....but i found out something depressing today...my sister has a cyst on her brain...thast why shes been getting such bad headaches lately...im a little upset...alot of shyts been going on lately...i dont need another nervous breakdown...i jsut hope everythings ok and its not that bad...im really worried

Its 420 today...but i dont realy care...I didnt smoke or anything...egh..anyway...afterskewl i talked to my team and let them know why i left, handed in my uniform and gave my locker to rupp...i kinda shocked myself that i quit but it was somethign i had to do and im glad dippy & meneses underdstand my reasons...dawson is just oblivious to everyhting...then jay took me home & chilled a little..he left and i took a nap...i was supposed to hang w/ meg today but when i woke up it was too late cuz she had dance...so i helped mike & aj paint mikes room...i jsut got lazy and stopped...my mommy just orderd pizza for us and now im waiting for it to come...i have to read hamlet still egh...only 5 pages...

Im only updating cuz mary said to...

phew...I quit softball today...i think i made the right decision...softbal has become nothing but a chore to me lately...i needed to get myslef away from that and all the bullshyt behind it...and im glad i finally did...i rather do something that will benefit me....like work...anyway i came home after school today(forgot how that feels) relaxed and took a nap...then i had work...tomarow is supposed to be beautiful out and i hvae no softball & no work...what am i going to do...jay has work...hm...

Who goes to skewl anyway?
i cut with mary today...cept she went back 4th period...idiot
I should take a shower cuz im all cRummy...egh im too lazy
Its pouring outside...gay

Excersism of emily rose...
I expected it to be better...
But it was an awsome movie

Im sick
Feel like shyt
pounding headache, tired
Blow me?

Well to sum it up my summer was awsome...it had its UP's and down's...but afterall it was amazing...in the begining i mostly werkd and chilled w/ mary jay ally...and who ever...smoke. drink. chill. eff....then towards the middle i ended up always goin to the mall with jay ally my bro aj kevin adam dave brit meg kenny tara cag...and god knows who else...then after we'd go to Parkway diner/birchwood...sometimes cherry hill...So many good times at birchwood...YAYA (meg,cag,tara) um...the spinny thing...our bonding sessions, the talks,the laughs, NO FIGHTS,which means no drama<>me and jay LIVED on fast food..like obeast children...Bk, Wend, Taco Bell,east, sarku...we tried dieting...we lasted 3 days...Jay was my best friend threw this whole summer. he was there for me no matter what i love him so effin much. whenever i needed him he was right by my side...i owe him my life...hm...i jsut realzed...every summer i had a different best friend..8th grade & freshmen year it was fruit...softmore summer it was mary..this summer jay...intresting...anyway..the partys at hooters applebees movies brits house...when ally got caught stealing on jays b-day..never ferget that...Super Stop & Shop....Seaside with fruit. & Six Flags with ally...we did that 78432075402 foot drop thing..almsot died together...Warped tour with ally and jay...dunkin doughnuts omg the coffe all over the car jeez...The car rides everywere..the blows GOD...gah i cant even think anymore...but this summer definately owned and i love everyone who made it werth while...

i owe my summer to :

Jay. ally. mary. my bro. aj. kevin. dave. brit. adam. meg. kenny. tara. cag. kristin. anthony. lisa. & if i fergot you im sorry :(

Current Mood: satisfied

Current Music: Mae-Summertime

Last day of summer...make it AMAZING :)

Summertime, summertime brought me back to thinking you were mine all those times.
We laid it down and left it all behind, we were blind.

Oh, the summertime.
We could ride, we could ride.
Take my hand and watch the world go by.
Laugh or cry, well we need to try, get off the line, time to fly.
Oh, the summertime.

Go on ahead and let it fade away.
No looking back you know the past will stay.
It's you and me, we could get out of here.
Jump in and go and we could drive for years.
We could feel alive...

Here we are, here we are,
windows down we see a falling star.
Stop the car.
Waiting for nothing but our beating hearts, going far.

Oh, the summertime.
So feel the air, feel the air,
take the map and point to anywhere.
I don't care. Fingers through your hair,
the sky I've seen is blue and green.
Oh, the summertime.

Driving away, leaving it all behind.
Driving away, just driving away.

To make a long story short
Today was amazing...
Supercuts. Mandees. Mall. Megs. Walmart. Mcdonalds. Sams. My house.Bk.
Birchwood- mullet joke..omg kristen is the best person to play a joke on...she made me laugh the hardest i ever laughed all summer...shes one funny chick...and meg with her role playign and acent...i think i got abs form laughin so hard..tonight was good <3333

It doesn't mean I don't remember how it feels when you're lying naked next to me. Valentine I want to feel your hips pressed up against mine.

Practice was a blast...i kicked the ball in ally's face...ooops..she cried...heh the 3rd time i made her cry this summer..lol..2 times cuz i physicaly hert her...and once cuz i hurt her feelings ...heh anyway...i did my math packet thanks to steph and anna...but theres a couple of problems i didnt get So i exchanged my kiks..they felt small...but i think its my foot..i dono...i got a different pair and they feel the same..one show is perfec the other is tight...so im guna stretch it out...visted ally and adam at baskin robins...got free rock 'n pop icecream with rainbow sprinkles thanks to ally...and then she kept asking me if i wanted anything else...psyco...so i left...now im home...i dont feel like being out tonight...yet theres some people i wana hang out with...just havent seen er talked to them...still need to acomplish at least 1 of my two goal thingis by the end of the summer...5 Days...YIKES!

But I remember when we met we knew that this was the end. Yeah, I remember I remember everything the haircuts the dollar movies. We used to sneak a six pack in your bag, and wait for a girl to scream or a car to crash so we could crack open our cans.

Hm..just got back from subway... :) ...so i vistied a hottie today...and went to the mall and got new sneeks..me and jay had a photo shoot at his house...check em out on myspace...yea..so were is everytone lately....gosh...i hvaent seen the usual people i see everyday of my life...hm i miss it :(

Ally jay and i went to willobrook and i got jeans and a shirt...found a new way to shop fer cheap...yay..ally squirted me with perfume and i gto a headache adn a rash..bytch...then practice...then i didnt feel liek goin out so i stayed home..im tired...on the phone wiht jay...yeah

Hm...i hung out with meg a bit...picked her up and we went to subway...i called megs mom and acted as taras mom...fun fun...then i took her home...went to practice then the show...had fun saw everyone...blah blah...chilled with the bro and lisa after..

Took ally to werk...walked aroudn the mall fer 2 hrs by myself cuz i whad to wait fer jay to get outa werk..so i visited many people on my rout...1st mary...then lisa..i talked fer lisa about 20 min...then i saw claudia...went to old navy got my mom a shirt..walked it to my car...saw olga...met up with lisa and sat with her on her break..then i saw build-a-jess...sat oustide by 14 talked on the fone wiht my bro..then jay called me he was out...we went to eat ally came on her break...and my bro adn aj came...then me and jay left...met up with meg...went to her house...OMG funny picures i love it :) then we went to her orthodontist...then i went home..had practice..me jay ally adn the bro drove round ate and went to birchwood were we met EVERYONE...god that was the most peopel we ever had there...it was fun...then we saw mary again talked t them fer a bit..yea im tired...

Practice...nap...practice...britts...so me aj britt dave adam jay ant and krysten played this game..meg kenny my bro adn kevin watched...i ferget what its called but it was so funny..jay doesnt know his birds...lmao...and all my words related to sex somehow...aw man best time..then after we all chilled in front and talked about shyt we did when we were little...jay thinks yer arm shrinks..haha man oh man...

Went to the mall to get ally from her interview...she got the job...awsome..saw jorge talked to him...then we went to petco...egh...ate...me jay and ally drove to mt clair...we didnt go cuz of the folly show...wasnt guna waste 10 bucks..we jsut wanted to walk around and hang out...plus the show god sold out haha suckers...poor adam...anwya aj and my bro came we all hung out had the best of times sitting on this bench on this one corner...god took so many pics it was psyco...they shoved candy down my effin pants...anwya...took ally home me and jay went food shopping and now im home..felt like making it an early night im exhausted...

Picked up the cag and jay...we hung out at the mall before jay had to werk...then me and cag went home...i had gay practice...then went to the mall met up with people...i was the only girl cuz meg had her fuckin youth group shyt...then we went to birchwood and meg and kenny came...so i wasnt the only vagina...thank god..lol...it kinda suckes being the only girl

SO today i spent ferever online tlaking to mary adn we have a religoin...oh yes we do...read her xanga and you shall find out about it :)...then i picked up jay and we went shoppin together and went to subway...then i had practice...jeeze i never ran so much...came home took a shower...went to the diner with meg kenny aj kevin jay and the bro...lisa came...then we went to cherry hill...then birchwood...i love the spinny thing

SIX FLAGS...woot...i went with ally cuz its theresas b-day...yea so me adn ally hung out adn tharesa and her friends did...we went on madusa,scream maching, batman, superman,log flume, and some other roller coaster...AND OMG...we went on this sling shot thing...GOD...it was the best...we ahve a video of it...omg it was so awsome...they attatched us to eachtoher then to bungie cords and lifted us 547827548-1893-1 feet in the air...then we had to pull a string to get ejecting..and yuo fall 59430548375043 feet down..it was AWSOME...the craziest thing iv ever done...anyway today was so fun...i got stuck in the gate...omg so embarassing...cuz the gates automaticaly shut and i togyth there was room on the ride so i went tand it closed on my stomch god did that hurt and you coudlnt push it so i had to sqeeze threw and peoiple were pointing at me...god but it was halarious...and god what a day it was def one of the best days of this summer...

Werk 9-5 GOSH...then went bowling with everyone...it was fun..me vicky jay and ally had were at 1 lane adn i dono about the others but...i won on our lane my score was 86...so was adams...wierd...then were tlaking ouside..me and adam both never been to 6 flags...we went to birchwood....got kicked out...then to cherry hill...me and adam had another thing in common...just dont remember...and then we went to the diner...and we both say silverstein the same way...we had 4 things in commmon it was crazy...aanyway...after the diner we were all hangin outside...adn this guy was takin his pants off...scary...then somee guy walked around to the back of the diner...which was really scary so we left...and now im home...and im tired...im goin to 6 flags tomarow fer the first time in my life...which is awsome...so yea..